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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

hey peepz..... ok the last entry 2 aku amik dari nira nye blog... (haha.. jgn marah eh...) skrg nie aku nk cete sal aku gi kL cikit ari 4 my anak sdare nye wedding...(anak sdare...!!!!! MOTIFFFF???!!!!!)

like hello asal lak tetibe aku yg umur 20 nie ader anak sdare yg da kawin.. haha... ok its a long famili history yg kalau seadainye aku type kan sini mengantok tau korang nk bace word 4 word.. hahaha.... ok like aku ngan adek aku naik bus dari tun aminah...(btw, adek aku almost tk gi sal dier lambat sak alik dari skola... bodoh nye minah..... bimbo....) so like ingatkan bus like cam cikit ari la.... but thankz 2 my beloved auntie yg belikan kite ticket 2 the bus was like sepit giler sak.. like ape sak.. aku ngan adek aku da like huh??? motif??? but well cant complain rite.... ok on the way dlm bus 2 time aku da almost2 nk terlelap ader jer manusia yg kol aku.... 1st makcik aku... then uncle aku.. then abg sdare aku... like mak ai.... takder chance sak aku nk tdo... last2 adek aku da angon dari tdo aku ckp ngan dier suruh take over lak.. hahaha.... by the time sampai kL kul 10 lebih..... but then thankz again 2 my abg sdare/anak sdare kite tunngu dier pai kul 12 lebih.... pantartz kan... hahaha... taP ok ar dapat tgk KL mlm2 bute.... experience beb.... da pai mamatz dier belanja kite makan western(like hello memang patut pon dier belanja lame sak kite tunggu... satu kL sak kite pusing jln2 cari pasal... hahah...) sampai kat umah makcik aku kat shah alam jer da kul 2 lebih pas 2 sambung tlg dorang uat berkat... leceh sak... all the small detailz... then adek aku alik dudlu ngan uncle ngan aunt aku... aku temankan abg sadare aku sal kecian lak dier nanti alik sorang2 kan... kite 2 org pai umah jer kul 4 lebih.. mak ai... da kene angon pagi kul 8 nanti.... takder motiff sak... pagi aku angon 2 pon sal mak aku gi kol aku tanye ader ape dier kate takder pape(ape sak mak aku nie pagi2 da uat lawak antarabangsa) da 2 kite siap2 ar.... like kat hall 2 lak makcik aku tinggal kan adek aku ngan aku... kite pon tlg la ape2 yg patut eh... da tlg buat makcik aku nye pandai dier gi bukak then dier uat alik.... tak paham eh makcik aku nie....(datin la katekan.. paham2 jer ar....) all n all the wedding 2 grand giler ar.... taP penatz giler ar....



hahaha...... ok ar peepz aku kalau sempat nk letak pic aku letak eh.. kalau tk korang check jer ar kat friendster atau myspace aku..... ddddaaaaa~~~~~!!!!!!

5:05 PM


The 10 SONGS you've been listening to alot lately.

-lagu baru from khairil yusoff.

-give it up 2 me(my bf sean paul n keisha... hehehe... jgn marah)

-seribu tahun(imran ajmain)

-maafkan beta(tak tau tol ker tak tittle lagu nie by imran)

-tell me(p.diddy n christina... LovE tiS sOnG!!!!!)

-come to me(p diddy n nicole.... ok ar lagu nie)

-bersamamu(siti sarah..sedih dokz lagu nie.. feeling abis)

-pilihla aku(sleeq)

-show stopper(danity kane)

-lagu baru taufik yg melayu... hahaha...... lame rite.....


The 9 things you LOOK FORWARD TO.

-to be slim

-to be filthy rich( tk nk rich je nk filthy rich.. hahahaha)

-to be able 2 watch my fav korean drama at my mom new lappy.

-to get into a university after hnitec(which ramai kate aku tak leh buat... I'LL SHOW U GUYZ!!!!!).

-to get my driving license.

-to score 4 my gpa later.

-to own my very own VW beetle(the new version without the top).

-to find my mr RIgHt.(haizzz bile agaknye eh... tlg jwb sesape.....)




The 8 things you like WEARING.

-jeanz.

-t-shirt.

-Contact Lenses.(kalau da beli....)

-cincin(kalau ader org nk kasi).

-sport shoes.

-Accessories.

-sandal wif heels(nak feeling2 feminin la kate kan....).

-Anything that FITS me.


The 7 things that ANNOYS you.

-dumbasses.

-CREDITS not equivalent to EFFORT.

-When One just GIVES UP.

-VEGETABLES.(yuckz)

-when i don noe wat my frenz are tinking bout me.

-When PREPAID goes LOW.

-when i msg or call someone they don reply or ans my calls(*hiNt*hInT* i got 3 werds 4 all this peepz... STRAITS OF JOHORE!!!!!!!..... sape2 nk tau sile tanye aku personally... kalau yg da tau jgn nk senyum2 depan screen comp korang eh.... n u noe who u all are..... hahahahaha HAMIK KAU!!!!!!)


The 6 PHRASES you use daily.

-pantartz

-pale hotak(nie ader slang dier... susah nk type sal korang kene dgr sendiri)

-MOTIF!!(badan kene senget 45 deg tangan kene angkat like when the police say FREEZE)

-lol(pronouce the werd like i like 2 say)..

-like hello(slang american... slang nie cume aku ngan farid hilton jer leh copyright.. yg lain kalau nk kene amik course ngan kite2 10 hari 10 mlm... hahahah.)

-serious(slang nie cam step cute.... taP kalau aku ckp tk ar step cute sal aku da sememangnye cute... hua hua!!!!!)



the 5 THINGS you do daily....
-eat.

-sleep.

-shit.

-wake up at 5 am in the morning.

-go sch at 6 am in the morning..

(HAMIK KAU... sape nk jwb... hahaha....)


The 4 PEOPLE you want to SPEND more time with.

-me.

-my twin.

-my bro.

-my cuzzinz in kL(we don hang tat much...!!!!!!).




The 3 MOVIES you could watch over and over again.

-Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham.

-cinderealla.

-my best's friend wedding.



Name 2 of your FAVOURITE SONGS at the moment.

-lagu yg khiril nyanyi yg baru 2...

-tell me.


The 1 person you could spend the rest of your life with.

-havent found him yet...(jgn takot kalau aku da jumpe aku blog pat korang2 semue eh... hahah.... MOTIF???!!!!).


5 things you WISH for.

-To have a GOOD FUTURE.

-get license a.s.a.p.

-To be able to know who is the ONE .

-To love and to be loved.

-RIGHT NOW IS MONEY. Haha!



3 PEOPLE you want them to do this.

-Anyone who got nutting else 2 do then doing tis shitty thing

-Anyone whose name starts with the letter from A-Z.

-Anyone who likes 2 steal survey from oter peepz blog.. hahaha... u noe who u
are.......*hint*hint*

5:59 AM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

ok eh aku pelik bin heran nape kengkawan aku semue nk privatised blog dorang... asal ngan korang nie??? leceh sak kalau da private2... aku nk bace pon leceh... like hello.... wat r u guyz thinking eh???


4 the past few days i don noe y i been sooo moody... maybe becoz of the fight, or maybe i juz keep tinking bout all my problemz... hmm.... i myself not sure.... like y do i sometimes hates tat certain someone...... like i can be nice 2 a person but sometimes i juz hate the way they treat me... not so say im a b**** but y the sudden hateness 4 tat certain friends...... maybe its coz im stuck in the middle of the firing war between a certain frenz.... LET ME MAKE TIS CLEAR!!!! WHOEVA I DON LIKE OR HATE GOT NUTTING 2 DO WIF PPLZ HASUTING ME...... i hate pplz or wateva is becoz of my own personal reason... so don go ard n say i got hasut by a certain person..... pls get the whole story from me n don make assumption.... tis may look like im on the oter side but plz don make me choose side....(sape2 yg bace nie paham ape aku try nk ckp.....) juz becoz there is 2 side, don force me 2 take a side... its making me have headaches... both side of the fence is my frenz.... so let me be..... i don mind sitting on the dence but don pull me on ur side.... coz if u do...... i don tink i would like 2 b frenz wif ppl like tis.........


so think about it.......

6:14 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

SESUGGUHNYE HARUS AKU BUKAK THEME PARK UTK SEMUE KENGKAWAN AKU.... AKAN AKU BERIKAN NAME "BUBBLEMANIA THEME PARK".................

i sometimes wonder...... y do ppl bubble(buih)... hmm.... tis topic is very sensitive.... coz i tink many can relate.... not tat i mind but if u got bubbled one too many times, the clicheness will set in... but sometimes there are stuff can cannot be avoided... like i don mind if they tell me in advance... but totally not at the last min.... coz if last min i cant find a replacement.... not so say wat la eh....(aku nie bukan nk kate korang2...) but sometimes i without knoeing feel hurt... (rase cam nk nangis kadang2.....) but becoz of my bubbly exteria ppl don c the sadness in me... hm..... y eh...(pelik ar aku kadang2... cam bende2 cam 2 pon nk emo...) maybe becoz of my roughness sometimes the simplest things make me emotional.... i don tink ppl would understand coz tis side of me is totally hidden... in a place that i tink not all might get to see.... tis side is kinda my feminin side to the tomboyish exterior me.... mind-boggling rite.... hmm.... well, if tink if ppl take the inneciative to get to noe me better, they would understand... if not... hey im not forcing u..... ok ar peepz... i actually in clss doing this entry... got to do my assignment now.... blogg u all later......



p/s: ape2 aku ckp nie bukan ape2 eh... nie semue adalah pendapat semate-mate... takder kene mengene ngan yg idop atau pon yg mati..... terima kasih....

4:51 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

ok peepz 2dae official 2nd day i didnt talk 2 X.... i don noe until when tis rift between us will continue...... it seems like he wans me 2 make the 1st move 2 n talk 2 him.. but im not not gonna do tat.... coz he really hurt me when he say thos thingz... so 4 now i tink i juz wait till he talks 2 me.... when will tat happen.... god noes... coz he got 1 hell of an ego... well im not gonna give in this time like every oter time we fought..... tis time i wan him 2 make e 1st move... i wan him 2 talk 2 me 1st..... well.... wish me luck... i don mind waiting...... i got high patience level..... i wanna c if hes gonna throw his ego n make the 1st move 2 talk 2 me......

6:16 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006

HEY PEEPZ!!!!! its been a while since i update my blog.. been super bz.. so sorry ya all..... sometink really big happen 2 me on sat.....



I FOUGHT WIF MY BESTFREN...... let me name the person X. me n X noe each oter since we were in ite(not gonna say where coz don really wan 2 tell u guyz)... from start ar kite memang rapat.... we were sooo close tat at many occasion ppl tend to tink tat we are a couple... but no.... we were juz really gd frenz.... i really tot we could be BFF(best Friend FOreva).. taP sayang, perangai dier berubah dgn tiupan angin.... i really didnt take notice when X's attitude change towards me... at first i tot is was juz notink but as times fly, his attitude really take a 360 deg turn... the X i noe was a sweet n understanding fren.... suddenly he change to the X tat i don noe.... very rude and don even care if i get hurt by wateva X say... like HELOO!!! im also a human being wif feeling.... suddenly it came 2 me tat X really change.... i confronted X when he was online... i ask y the sudden change of attitude.... wat X say really broke my heart....."i change becoz of u...." huh??!!! wat was tat suppose 2 mean... im responsible 4 the changes??? X say his personality change becoz of me... becoz i called his home 2 ask him if he were coming to sch or not.... he change becoz his mother scolded him early in the morning becoz i call 2 ask his mother 2 wake him up...... is it a crime 4 me 2 c 2 my bestfren'z well being??? is it wrong 4 me 2 make sure he don get debar from our examination??? isit wrong 4 me 2 care 4 my bestfren????? i don tink its fair 4 him 2 blame me... maybe he don look at me the same way he look at me when we 1st meet.... im really dissapointed n hurt coz i got blame 4 trying 2 look out for my BESTFREN..... now i don even noe how 2 look at him without remembering wat he said 2 me.... it hurt me soo juz tinking bout it...... im really hoping he finds wateva hes trying 2 find in life.... coz i tink from now onwards the friendship tat we have had burn to the ground.....



2 X if ur reading tis im sorry if i done stuff tat might made u mad at me.... i don tink i deserve the title of becoming ur BESTFREN.... giv it 2 someone tat u tink might not make u chage ur attitude.....


im gonna miss u X.... wat past can't be change.... as im too hurt by ur action n wordz...... *sob*sob*

4:16 AM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

WOOOOOOHUUUUUUU!!!!!! KITE BERAYA NAIK KETE!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha... siak2... confirm kalau ader manusia yg beraya sesame smlm bace blog nie dorang like MOTIF???!!!!(badan senget) tk paham eh aku.... hahaha... nasib dlm ramai2 kite nie ader jugak kengkawan aku yg da dapat lesen... jeles jugak aku tgk.. cam haizzz... biler la aku nk dapat lesen cam dorang eh.. kan gerek.... takpe.....

KEPADE SEMUE PERMINAT2 SAYA, JGN SEDIH... SAYA AKAN CUBA LAGI PAI DAPAT LESEN!!!!! hahaha..... sot ar... gerek ar... ok semue.. nanti kalau aku da dapat pic dari kawan2 aku sekalian aku tulis lagi k sal kite nye jln raya...



p/s: GUYZ!!!! I REALLY ENJOY SMLM... HAHAHA.... NEXT YEAR PLAN LAGI TAU... HAHAHA.... NEXT WEEK JGN LUPE NK DTG UMAH AKU LAK KAT JB NIE.......!!!!

3:11 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

* 9 lasts




9. last place you were: najwa(kedai makan)
8. last cigarette: hmmmm........
7. last beverage: air sejuk
6. last movie seen: the devil wears prada
5. last call: hp ibu
4. last song played: pencinta winta
3. last bubble bath: gosh.. its been a while....
2. last time you cried:can't remember....
1. last alcoholic drink: hmmm...... non alcholic drinker......


* 8 have you ever...



8. have you ever dated someone twice: yes. more then twice in fact....
7. have you ever been cheated on: yes
6. have you ever cheated on someone: yup.. coz he wasnt treating me rite.. so serve him rite.....
5. have you ever hugged somebody: yes
4. and regretted it: no
3. have you ever lost someone: yes
2. have you ever been depressed: nop.... at least not always....
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up:hmmm..... nop.. but i wanna try.. hahah....(mampoz kene maki sak ngan semue....)

* 7 countries you've been to.




1.singapore
2.malaysia
3.singapore
4.malaysia
5.singapore
6.malayusia
7.singapore
(biase la.. kan tinggal jb.. so ulang alik aku ari2... hahaha....)

* 6 things you've done yesterday.




1. tlg cik kemas kedai
2. eat
3.sleep
4. watch tv
5. play comp
6. eat

* 5 people you can tell anything to.




5. farid
4. fairuz
3. siti
2. nad
1. wan

* 4 places you want to go (NOW)




4. ma uncle house in hougang
3. ma old hm at admiralty...
2. uniten(kL)
1. umah pak ani(my uncle house in kL so can c my abg sdare dajal mintak pic raya cikit ariii.... hahah)

* 3 favorite colors



3. pink
2. white
1. baby blue

* 2 things you want to do before you die.



2. get married
1.have kidz


* 1 thing that is on your mind right now?



1. BESOK JLN RAYA!!!!!!!!

5:32 AM

Reach my prismic soul.

Hmm... 4 those whu reads tis msg... tink u all noe me????!!! WELL TINK AGAIN!!!!
Unconditional desires.
Brand new Laptop
Get to continue my studies in Uni
A VW car
N95
Travel the World…


The endless connections.
Sopi
Twin_sis
Nira
Nadster
Syuz
Imster
My_SiS_Hilton
Shitness_Inc
Aishah_Adek_Yuz
President_Of_Shitness_Inc


It took time to see.
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
November 2007

Mix the words up.


(where to get one)

You have my thanks.
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