Monday, August 20, 2007
aT lAsT....
hi semue... ok at last aku nk update blog aku.. sori ar kalau siape2 yg slalu sgt masok blog aku tgk aku tak tau nk update2... been soooo bz lately tat takder time nk update... nk kuar n socialise pon takder time.. abeh amcm......
k guys aku ader feeling nie for quite some time.. taP nk luahkan aku rase cam susah gi2... aku cam rase yg aku nie makin jauh jarak ngan ppl ard me... (some would say yg its my fault coz aku jarang lepak2 ngan dorang2 semue) taP entah eh... tiap kali aku bace blog kawan2 aku....., im always feeling cam left out... its not salah kawan2 aku ar... cume tah la eh... aku pon tak tau.... im not blaming sape2... cume kadang2 i do wonder... is it me...?? i mean like aku bukan cam most of my frenz yg kalau nk kuar pai mlm pon parents dorang kasi... like once in a while kalau aku nk kuar 2 bole ar... well, aku cam rase kalau ader yg bace entry nie mesti kate salah aku ar... well aku paham... masalah nye sometimes ppl don get wat situaltion i m in... but i don blame them. coz i myself don tell ppl my situation....
enuf bout tat... i don wish 2 be all sappy n stuff..... mungkin it is my fault... but then again, wat can i do kan...
da da.... wats pass is pass..... aku rase memang jln cerita idop aku cam nie... im destined 2 make lots of frenz, but 2 b very close im juz destined to fail.... i don blame my frenz for tis... i juz blame myself.......
daa~~
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